kaya ko ba 'to?

there goes that proverbial question yet again...

"think positive", "you can do it", "look on the bright side", yadayadayada... yeah, yeah i get the message. i just want to rant. is that a bad thing? besides, i think i've been too happy for too long. anyways...

on my MS

applied multivariate analysis - hell, i suck at the theoretical part of it during undergrad. i barely passed the subject, and i've completely forgotten whatever it was that was taught during my senior year - that is, if i did remember anything.

functional data analysis - i'm sorry. i have no idea what this is. vinz did google search on it, the results were terrifying. but there's nothing else we can do about it.

on my work

i just got home from my first day at work. it was boring at first (well, it was boring, period.). spent my first 3 hours reading the employee manual. after that i was given the sas manual to read. ate lunch by myself at mcdonalds, went back to office an hour earlier, read th freakin' manual again, waited for the project head, then went to discuss an overview of the project.

hell, its hard. i got overwelhmed by the tasks they want us to do. i'm excited to start doing it, but part of me (the whimpy side, that is) is scared that i may not be able to pull it off.

on my relationship

well, aside from the friends issue and not having that much time for each other, i'm doing quite alright, i think. i dunno, sometimes i'm just thinking too much about our issues (which when asked to define don't really come out clear. perhaps its just my mood or something). i just feel guilty at times that i don't have that much time for her, and that she has to lie sometimes to hide our relationship from others.

hence the question... and don't you go humming that masculados song unless you want me to stab you, ok? ok. =p