what is it with crammers and friday's?

seriously, what?

i just can't seem to understand why i am left with practically nothing to do during the first four days of work, then all of a sudden i'm being drowned into so much tasks i don't know where to start...

ofcourse i'm not allowed to complain. i am, afterall, given four days to slack off. but giving tasks on a friday (mostly afternoon) with dealines on a monday is just... just... uhm... i don't know what to call it.

first lunch i had in a long time that was actually good. vinz and haze came over and we had lunch at mama thai's (which i thought was demolished by the MMDA since it was a road obstruction). haze paid for my food (which was like around 60 bucks), so i owe her coffee later tonight (which cost around a hundred bucks). and she call it a "win-win situation". what the hell?! hehe. its alright. she's such a wonderful person, she deserves more than a frap. ^-^

another all-day email exchange with cham about things and what not. she really does know i treat her as special. i'm happy on one end but sad on another (what's new... feh.). enough with that. i should just learn to appreciate.

still have my new makulit chatmate, anj. i dunno where i got the guts to call her at work. but i'm glad i did. we talked for like a couple of hours with no particular topic. and its strange 'coz she seemed to appreciate the things (non-sense or otherwise) i say. i just laugh most of the time. its nice to have a new friend, and i never thought it could happen online. lynette was kind of an exception since i know her barkada. but this one is a complete stranger. but we talk like we knew each other from way back. its just nice.

still have angel's book. i wonder if she finished her research. oh well. i think i've gotten past that "proxy boyfriend" syndrome. i'm alright. now she can throw another downer on me. hehe.

wish i could finally do some cg over the weekend. i think i'm losing it. it'll take more time to make a decent picture than usual. i just hope whatever i do over the weekend wouldn't turn out looking like crap. i've been drowning myself with pictures of ferus, kazuki, and naoki for a week now. damn, i need to get better. i hope i can draw the picture in my head. finally, a concept that's quite acceptable. i hope i don't mess up. they're such great artists and i don't want to "massacre" their characters.

speaking of art, "random walks" may take a long time to finish. the storyline is very much vague, and i haven't done redesigns for sub-characters. environment concepts are at zero,and i still suck at coloring. argh!!

well, that's about all of today's thoughts. there are others but i hardly remember anymore. feh.