this week's monday

for lack of something to do...

maybe just talk about yesterday. that was rather odd... considering i don't get to talk to a lot of people...

my talk with lynette:
her bf was "missing" and his whereabouts were still unknown at the time we were talking. she was so worried she needed to talk to someone. lucky me, guess i was "it". she kept on wondering if her bf was mugged and something bad happened to him and stuff. i, on the otherhand, was trying to knock some sense into her. she was being too paranoid. i guess when you really love someone, you go crazy worrying when something out of the ordinary happens. she started worrying when he didn't send text messages, she worried a lot more when she found out he didn't came home during the weekend. i told her that maybe he's just out with some friends doin' heaven-knows-what. she asked me if i could contact nina to visit her bf's boarding house in manila. and so i told nina about it. thenn she tells me that it's all ok, her bf just wasn't feeling well so he didn't go home last weekend. didn't get any reason as to why he didn't send any message to anyone... so much for her worries. at least he's safe now.

--> been a long time since i comforted someone. i knew, no, i felt that there was nothing to worry about. i just couldn't let her see that. guess i'm starting to be bad at expressing my thoughts/feelings. but knowing she was relieved made me a bit happy ( a bit. yes. don't ask).

my talk with winnie:
now this one was rather short.
her problem: her aunt's at the hospital and she needed to contact her uncle for the hospital bills. she had no load. plain simple. i went out to buy a prepaid card and sent her the digits. case solved.

--> did get to ask her what's up with her. i haven't seen her in months.

my talk with jacque:
kinda short. she had to talk to her boss.
just a brief rundown of what happened during the weekend... we got to talk all day last week, which was weird, considering we're not friends...

--> practiced that dodge/burn/smudge tool in photoshop. i got a pretty picture of a grassland. i got nice clouds, too. that was saturday. i attended mass and founf my HS barkada with his wife and daughter. both are cute. lucky guy. he seems happy too. good for him.

my talk with sheila:
random topics crazy and derranged people talk about.

--> glad i have someone who appreciates sarcasm and dry humor as much as i do. being all sweet and mushy can be a drag at times. besides, i'm not that kind of person. thanks kulet. n_n

my talk with cham:
through email. weekend topic. glad she didn't have to work during the weekend. her job is stressful as it is... i'd like to try it, though. some other topics which i choose not to discuss anymore, so as not to give rise to ceraitn feelings that are better left in on corner in my subconcious.

--> got to let her say she misses me. i know that sounds pathetic but with cham, i'm always pathetic. didn't know she misses me too. anyhow, i know i made it a resolution to move on... but this is just difficult to work around. i can lose everyone else if i decide to end this friendship and my madness. i'm sorry but i think there's no other way. anyway, enough with that.

my talk with aki:
plain crazyness. talked about her health. she only ate a sandwich for lunch. that's not right?! she had horrible eyebags, too. she said it was due to severe crying. poor girl. i miss her much. though i got to talk to her, i can't invite her to grab a burger or do something crazy. anyways, she had a light workload yesterday. had few phonecalls from her clients. good for her. and for me. hehe.

--> i was making her laugh with those hidden smiley's on ym. she told me to stop it else her officemates would would brand her as "wacko". at least i got to make her laugh. that in itself was an accomplishment on my part. i've never really experienced what it was like to be away from friends... yes her family is there, but friends are also people you love and it hurts like hell when you can't even talk to them...

6 people in a day. all almost at the same time... that doesn't happen everyday. i'm just thankful for that day.