close to the end

...what? i like the song.

close to the end
mojofly

Have you ever felt being there?
Have you ever found the sunshine on your hair?
Have you been under your skin?
Have you ever found the beauty from within?

Like an unfamiliar song
You can hum with all your heart
But you'll never find the words

And I don't wanna wake up
Without you again, without you again, without you again
And I don't wanna wake up
Feeling so close, close to the end, close to the end... close to the end.

Have you ever thought of nothing else?
As I wake up each day until the moment I lay my head on my bed
And as I close my eyes and cling to my pillow
Though you're miles away I still wait for the day that would never come

The stars are bound to die
It all makes no sense
I can't take the chance
I don't want to see you go, see you go...

And I don't wanna wake up
Without you again, without you again, without you again
And I don't wanna wake up
Feeling so close, close to the end, close to the end... close to the end.

always on your side

another fave song... and in season too. =)

Always on Your Side
Sheryl Crow and Sting

My yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away
But every now and then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side

Well everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent
But your demons and your angels reappeared
Leavin' all the traces of the man you thought you'd be
Leavin' me with no place left to go from here
Leavin' me so many questions all these years

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wonder, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be

Well they say that love is in the air, but never is it clear,
How to pull it close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through it all, I'm always on your side

But is there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear
Easy to start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are we left to wonder, all alone, eternally
But is this how it's really meant to be
No is it how it's really meant to be

Well if they say that love is in the air, never is it clear
How to pull it close and make it stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin' me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering through this life
When you know that I was always on your side

note to myself

i will only intoxicate myself with alcohol as a way of being there for a friend/s in need.

i shall not turn to alcohol for comfort. not anymore.

P.S.
cham: i hope you're home and asleep. i'm worried you're not answering my calls.
jenny: you're welcome. had i read your blog earlier, i would've given you a hug.